So I messed up.
Around this time last year I took stock of my body image, my weight, my size, and realized I was headed on a pretty unhealthy trajectory, and started making some changes. The effects were not instantaneous, they never are, but over time they were drastic.
Following something approximating Tim Ferris’ 4 Hour Body / Slow Carb Diet, I lost almost 40 lbs (18 Kgs, 2.8 Stone) over 4 or 5 months, a significant percentage of my original weight. I also lost numerous inches from various places around my body, and was wearing clothes 4 sizes smaller than I was used to. I was smaller, leaner, tighter and much, much happier. Everyone noticed, and I received the most amazing compliments, that certainly helped with the happier. That and I had access to an entire new wardrobe. Clothes I had not worn for years suddenly fit again. I was hot, and I loved it.
I was not afraid of the beach, or swimming, or in general wearing revealing clothes (win for the summer), I was healthy and could go running or hiking, skiing, climbing.
And then it all went wrong. I started putting on weight. I was in a stressful job, working for a start up I no longer believed in, that as far as I was concerned was failing in front of my eyes. The work environment was stressful, there was no consistency, and people were leaving the company on an almost weekly basis. It was demoralizing, and I did what I have always done, what I wish I knew how to control, I turned to food.
I ate my way almost all the way back through that 40 lbs in about the same time as it took me to loose it.
So once again I embark on a mission to loose that weight and this time to keep it off. I know more about how my body works that I did last year, though perhaps that is to my detriment. I certainly know what the pitfalls are, and how easy it is for me to loose track.
Fortunately I’m in a much better position work wise this year (I’m not too concerned that Google is going to go away, and the environment here is fantastic), and have access to plenty of healthy food here. I’m setting my total goals to be similar to last year. It’s 15 weeks to the beginning of August, and I know I can loose (on average) 1kg (2.2 lbs) per week, so my goal is to loose 33 lbs in that time frame, which should just about put me where I was.
I’ve contemplated opening my Withings account up to the public. Or at least writing some tool that auto tweets how much weight I’ve lost over some time period (weekly?). If I do that, I want you, my friends, to call me out when I mess up (that is, gain or remain static in weight). Would you do that for me?
Not many conferences publish quite as much raw data about the session proposals submitted to them as SXSW. The SXSW Panel Picker is one of the few sources of such information available on the web, and contains data going back to 2008 (for the Interactive portion of the conference). The number of women involved in, and highlighted at technology conferences has been a topic of recent discussion, and this report examines what effect this has had on SXSW.
1. Changing The Ratio
The number of women submitting proposals to the SXSW Interactive Panel Picker has increased 8 times over the last 5 years, from just 140 in 2008 to over 1200 this year. That represents a mean growth rate of 76% year on year, with a peak rate of over 100% growth from 2009 to 2010. Simultaneously, the number of men submitting proposals has experienced a mean growth rate of 37%. Female involvement in the Panel Picker process has increased steadily since 2008, whereas the growth of male submitted proposals has leveled off .
SXSW Interactive is made of up a number of different session formats, including panels, comprised of an organizer and up to 5 speakers. Panels in 2012 make up just 35% of all submissions to the Panel Picker, but warrant further investigation as panelists contribute as high as 65% of all speakers attending. In 2012 the ratio of proposed female to male panelists is 1:1.93 which is significantly lower than the 1:1.3 ratio of session organizers.
The SXSW Interactive Panel Picker contains more and more submissions each year, affording potential attendees greater choice and direction over the conference. This growth has been increasingly driven by sessions proposed by women, and this year as much as 92%  of the increase in proposed sessions comes from women. To date, this growth in female-submitted sessions has not made it through to the final line up, where the percentage of female speakers remains consistently between 17% and 33% over the past 10 years. It’s unclear from the available data how this occurs, although it should be noted that 70% of the final line up at SXSW is curated by the organizers and their advisers, as noted in the introductory note to the Panel Picker.
While the ratio of female-proposed sessions has increased from 1:3.6 to greater than 1:1.3, the same can not be said for the final line up where the ratio of women has remained around the 1:3 mark for the last 10 years.
2. What are we talking about
The number of unique proposals which mention the words Women, Female, or Gender  at least once in the full text description has increased from 0.5% of all proposals in 2008 to almost 5% this year, another order of magnitude growth for women at SXSW Interactive. It is clear from the data that there is a great desire to talk about women and their role in this industry. It is not, however, expected that parity around this particular metric will be achieved.
With the sheer volume of submissions from women there is now a significant presence in all of the SXSW Interactive categories. Apart from “Design / Development” and “Work and Happiness” the top 7 categories were in the same order for both men and women (the former being lower for women, and the later higher, although both remain in male and female top 7). The remaining top 5 categories have a strong correlation between female and male submissions, with a mean relative difference of just under 1%.
Taking into account the 1:1.3 ratio of female-to-male driven submissions, Women take the lead in “Work and Happiness” by submitting almost 20% more proposals than men, whereas in “Design / Development” men submitted almost 30% more proposals. The most heavily female- dominated category is “Global / International Issues” where women submitted 27% more proposals than men. Other categories do not have enough submissions to make their differences significant.
By analyzing the tags used in submissions we can determine the types of topics that women are talking about, men are talking about, and those topics both men and women are talking about. The data is both normalized to take into account the ratio of 1:1.3 female to male submissions, and weighted towards more frequently used tags in each column .
There is a strong social (not just social media, but in the wider sense) component trend from women, vs a product one from men. The topics that both men and women have proposed in greater parity are more varied (as to be expected) but seem to slant towards the social web, with the notable exception of User Experience.
The number of women submitting to the SXSW Interactive Panel Picker is increasing consistently, and the categories women are proposing submissions in cover the entire spectrum of topics. Specifically, it should noted with the exception of “Design / Development” and “Work and Happiness” female submissions to categories are in ratios consistent with men.
The increase in total proposed panels is being driven by women, however, as of 2011 this has not yet present itself with increase in female speakers, which currently sits in the 20 – 30% region as it has for over 10 years.
Female-proposed submissions to the SXSW Panel Picker has increased steadily for the last 5 years, and is at 43% for 2012.
Women are submitting proposals in similar proportions to men across all of the SXSW Categories.
The rapid growth in submissions to the SXSW Panel Picker is being driven by women, who made up as much as 92% of the increase in 2012.
The percentage of female speakers at SXSW has averaged 24% over the last 10 years, with a standard deviation of 4.5%
Appendix I : Data Background
The source data was obtained by scraping the panel picker website using a Ruby script, and outputting a JSON object that represents each proposal which is then stored in a CouchDB instance hosted on Cloudant. Map/ Reduce functions were constructed against the data set to extract counts for terms in documents, tags, categories, etc, which were then reprocessed using Ruby, importing data into both Numbers and Google Docs for graph generation.
Appendix II: Names and Gender
Since SXSW does not provide gender information along with panels, a gender is associated with the organizer of each proposal, and the speakers in the case of panels by inspecting their first name and comparing it against US Census Data from 1990 detailing relative frequencies of first names for genders . From this a confidence rating can be calculated for gender, and in this instance a confidence interval of 90% was used for assignment. Approximately 20% of the names appearing in submissions are not contained in the 1990 Census , which means that in some instances, only 80% of the data was available for analysis. However, since presence of name in a census (or lack thereof) is not discriminatory towards this dataset, one can assume that ratio driven calculations are still valid. This was verified by comparing the ratio of female names to male names on random samples of the data set.
About the Author
Emma Persky is a vocal technology evangelist, an avid traveler and vibrant storyteller. You can’t miss her with her bright red hair and distinctively British accent. When Emma is not at home in New York, doing science with data at Hashable she can be found on an intrepid expedition, collecting stories for her blog, travellerwithatale.com.
 Despite the huge growth in attendance at SXSW Interactive 2011, it was a slow year for proposals, as growth across the board (from men and women) slowed to less than 10%, where as it had been running at around 80%. It returned to 26% this year. Although there is no evidence to support this hypothesis, it seems likely that this is in some way related to the financial conditions of the time.
 In 2012 a lower than average proportion of names were gender identified, although as explained in Appendix B, this should not significantly skew this result.
 Sex was not included in this list as there are talks at SXSW about sex (vb.) not sex (adj.) which is of less interest to this discussion.
 Specifically tags used less than 20 times across the entire dataset are ignored here.
 Such as Orian, Tikva and Poornima
The last time I felt really great about my body was in 2005. October to be precise. It was my first week of my undergrad at Imperial College, and there was the “Fresher’s Ball” coming up – a fancy, smart event for all the new undergrads to meet each other, make out, and catch Freshers Flu’. Clearly I needed a hot new dress, and so my classmate Kat and I headed over to Barkers department store on Kensington High Street. I remember picking out a cute dress in size 14 (US size 10) and heading to try it on. Kat grabbed me, and said, “you don’t need a 14, take the 12.” I looked at her, I’d never worn a size 12. I’d been 14 as long as I’d been buying my own clothes, but I took her advice, and headed for the changing room. It was a perfect fit.
Sadly, it’s been all down hill from there. I hit size 14 again pretty soon after that, then 14’s became tight. I wavered around the slightly loose fitting 14 for a year or two, then found myself needed a 16. Then the 16’s became tight. A story I’m sure many are familiar with. Around that time, I found my self with a Job, some spare cash, and a desire to get back into some of my former clothes, so I started personal training at Aegis in London. My trainer, Jenny, was phenomenal – I saw her twice a week, and she really pushed me on both the exercise and diet fronts. My body rapidly reshaped, and within a few months I was back to the 14s – not easily, but I could make most styles work. It was good, but I still had a way to go to hit that size 12. That summer with the Whuffaoke just weeks away I purchased far too many size 14 dresses (9, I think) from Karen Millen. With a hold of breath here, and a squeeze of body there I made them fit that entire trip. That was the second last time I was happy about my body.
After that summer I started expanding again. Back to a 16, and beyond. I resorted to baggy hoodies, free geek t-shirst (which are almost always huge) and jeans. Buying clothes above a 16 put me firmly in the “plus size” range – not something I wanted anything to do with. I had enough body dismorphia already. I never really broke free from here, I tried restarting my exercise and diet regimes over and over again, but with no success. It’s now almost 2 years later.
So that brings me to today. Or last Friday night to be precise. It was an ordinary night out with my room mate, Eris, boozing, flirting, and heading home for pizza, ice cream and Doctor Who. Shortly after Eris passed out, I found myself sliding the pizza box from under her for those last few slices. And then the Ice Cream, and the more pizza. And then it hit me. This *has* to stop, and it has to stop now. I couldn’t sleep that night – I hated myself so much – so as the sun came up, I rolled out of the bed, removed from sight all of remains of the previous night, and set about the tasks of setting myself up to hit my goals.
Is that size 12 dress my real goal. It could be – I still have it. But I know, from where I sit now, that is a long way off, possibly a year or more. Fitting into all of my size 16 dresses is my first goal. Then my size 14s shortly after. I want to walk into any store and know that I can buy any dress and not worry about the largest size not fitting me. I want to not worry about going to the beach this summer. I want to be tall and skinny. But most of all, I want to feel great about my body again.
Debate has been ravaging the internet for sometime about why there are few female entrepreneurs and / or engineers speaking at events, and generally in the public eye. I have fairly strong opinions on the matter, but don’t often voice them online – I leave this fun debate for the real word. Until today.
Michael Arrington recently posted about his experience of finding women to speak at his conferences, and concluded that it was not the fault of men that the ratios are poor. His argument: that he tried to find women, but they simply weren’t there. Sure, I can’t fault him for trying, but he failed to dig deeper into why it was hard to find women, and simply decided that it wasn’t his fault.
More recently I saw a Ellie Cachette’s post claiming that the reason we aren’t entrepreneurial is because we want families and babies. Whilst this may be true, I think it is a poor argument and does no service to women. Controversial, Moi?
It shifts the focus of why we don’t find my female entrepreneurs into an argument over choice, which simply doesn’t stand up to scrutiny. More women are choosing to wait longer before starting a family, and many are choosing not to at all. There is plenty of time for most women to explore their entrepreneurial spirit before starting a family.
In my world*, many of my friends don’t even want babies, let alone have them already**. Sure I’ve had conversations with my friends about kids, but they are all set in some future hypothetical world.
Whilst some women may choose family over job (and I wouldn’t criticise them for that), I don’t think the inequality we face in this industry can be explain by this. Something deeper is at work.
Take a moment, and think of a Nurse and Builder. Keep them in mind.
I believe that much of the inequality faced by women in the workplace today, with or without entrepreneurial spirit can be tracked back to much earlier in life. From a young age we are raised in a highly gendered society where boys play with guns and girls play with barbies. Throughout all of our lives we are bombarded by a media which portrays women in a weak and subservient way, and worst of all. These myths are drummed into us continually, until they become expectations.
Now think again of your mental images of the Nurse and the Builder. I would wager that they are female and male respectively. This is an extreme example of the social conditioning of gender expectations that takes place in western society today.
We are bought up to conform to certain expectations and it takes enormous will power to break free from the mould. Far more women (and men) are doing this than ever before, but it will take at least a generation or two for this to really take effect. Kids being raised today in a world where gender stereotypes are less relevant will hopefully raise their kids into a world where it is almost irrelevant.
* as I write this I’m approaching 27, I live in London (for now), live in a highly cosmopolitan world, and have an incredibly diverse set of friends and experiences.
** the few who do have kids are all from religious background, and as much as I love them, don’t really form part of the everyday world I live in
I like to think that I’m acutely aware of my personal productivity at work, and this puts me in a great position to tune my working environment to maximise both the benefit to my employer, and my own happiness. The two key factors are my hours and location. The hours I work is an entire blog post all by itself, suffice to say that I hate being stressed by a rush hour commute, and the early bird may catch the worms, but I’m no bird, my needs go far beyond basic feeding. The other is where, or more specifically with whom.
Despite having an engineering degree I like to think of myself as a creative. I create software and I put my heart and soul into it because I love what I do. This may seem slightly at odds to the traditional view of a tech based employee, some kind of man-machine hybrid that mechanically churns out software on demand, but if you’ve ever met me I’m sure you will agree that I’m far from the norm in this industry. To keep creative juices flowing you need inspiration and in my case I’m looking for those key conversations where you just met someone and end up having a heated agreement.
Coworking spaces all around the world attract exactly the kinds of people I’m passionate about meeting. I think those of us who get coworking have a shared passion for exactly these types of experiences, and we seek them out whenever possible. They have the uncanny ability to turn your otherwise average day into one that you will remember for a lifetime. You simply can’t find these experiences on a regular basis in traditional office environments, but in coworking spaces they are de rigueur.
And this isn’t just hyperbole, just yesterday I was working out of New Work City in New York, plodding away on some Perl code when I struck up a conversation with Campbell of Loose Cubes (a coworking space finder) and was so inspired and energised by our conversation that I went on to do 5 hours of work on top of my usual working day.
It’s been clearly shown that money is not the key incentive to happy productive employees but that freedom, flexibility and creative ownership are. So sure, as an employer, you could have people like me sitting in their cube, punching in at 10 and out at 6, doing what is required of us, but nothing more, or you could let your employees have that little bit of freedom to work how and where we are most productive, and watch our productivity go through the roof.
Gumtree, my current place of work, is written almost entirely in Perl, and if you’ve found my blog via a tweet, you will almost certainly know that I hate Perl. I can’t often explain in 140 characters either how much I hate it, or what specifically about Perl I hate, so I’m going to start by writing a blog post every time I come across another reason, and have the volition to actually write about it.
So, what’s todays reason? Context.
My recent talk at Dibi Conference was (and an extended one at Web 2 Expo NY will be) about how we automatically provide context to the vast quantity of data we collect through the web. Without the context data is pretty much meaningless. And the same is true in Perl, without context to your variables, their content is meaningless . Access an array variable in a scalar context, and you don’t get an error, you get it’s length. Access an ArrayRef as though it’s a scalar and you just end up with bleedy eyes.
Providing this context shouldn’t be hard, other compilers / interpreters manage to do it. As a developer I shouldn’t have to mess about with working out context, this should be taken care of for me so that I can get on with the business of building logical process through code.
Despite having been in Newcastle the the past two years during Thinking Digital, I’ve never actually had a chance to attend. My time in newcastle has instead been spent partying hard at the mal, running up Tara Hunt’s champagne bill (love ya!), and nursing mammoth hangovers on the train up to edinburgh. This year, however, I was fortunate enough to attend this conference I have head so many good things about, and I have to say, it lived up to expectations. And not just because Herb Kim knows how to throw a party…
This year the conference was split in two – The Main Hall, and the Livecast Lounge. Now, I loved the theory of the Livecast Lounge – a more relaxed space to listen to watch the talks from, on a giant screen, somewhere you could, eat and drink, talk to fellow attendees, blog, and so on. This appealed to me specifically because I often find it hard to sit in a seat and just listen, I need to do 100 things at once (I’m watching Being Erica whilst writing this, oh, and shopping for wedding presents).
Unfortunately, the Livecast Lounge didn’t quite live up to my expectations. Don’t get me wrong, it was great being there, I was just hoping for something a little different. The somewhat stoical atmosphere was, at times, excruciating, and if I wasn’t as bold and crazy as I am, I would have felt quite uncomfortable clapping at the end of talks – almost everyone in the lounge just sat there. I think it went wrong on two counts: first that people bought Livecast Lounge tickets as overflow when the Main Hall was sold out, when from my perspective it wasn’t overflow, but a different way to experience a conference. And secondly that the physical layout of the room reinforced the overflow mentality. Instead of seats in rows I would have thrown in beanbags and couches around the outside, put screens on all the walls (so that you can sit facing people whilst still watching), and found a way to engage with the lounge participants more, perhaps a two-way video link during questions.
I think this was a great attempt at doing something new and innovative with conferences, and despite my thoughts, I had a great few days. Planning for Thinking Digital is already underway for next year, and I certainly plan to go back to the Livecast Lounge.
Notes for my presentation at DiBi Conference 2010.
Slides on Slideshare
Despite my love for conversational, interactive conferences, there are some that simply don’t fit that bill and Thinking Digital is one of them. It’s tag line “Technology, Ideas and Our Future” hints at a breath of fresh air from the traditional web/tech conference circuit, and with speakers with quirky background such as Robert Lang, a world origami expert, it promises to be very interesting this year. I have to confess that whilst I have never been to Newcastle specifically for Thinking Digital before I have been in ‘toon in and around it’s dates for various reasons. Last year I had the privilege to spend the day with some of the speakers on a jaunt to Edinburgh for the day, and through the haze of a truly epic champagne hangover was unbelievably inspired by people like Caleb Chung (creator of the Furby and Pleo) and Chandler Burr (The New York Times’ perfume critic).
Thinking Digital are clearly doing something right because this year they have already sold out, and the demand has been so high that they have created what they are calling the “Live Lounge“, a space where attendees will be able to watch live streams of the talks, relax, eat, drink, tweet and so on. For people like myself who are addicted to being connected it’s difficult to spend all day sitting in a traditional conference venue even with fantastic speakers, so I am very excited by the prospects of this space and the conversations it will inspire.
So, if you find yourself at Thinking Digital 2010 please do swing by the LiveCast Lounge and say hello to the girl with the red hair furiously tapping away on the iPad in her hand.
My favourite sessions at barcamps tend to be those which are (directed) discussions on topics ranging from sex and gender to rural broadband. I love to engage with other participants during these moments, often playing devils advocate so that ideas and concepts are deeply justified and thought through. Oh, and I love to get my opinion across too! I always walk away from these sessions with a feeling of satisfaction, even if no conclusions have been reached and often feel both inspired by what other people have said, and hopeful that I have had some impact on others too. It really doesn’t matter if you are leading the discussion or not, everyone should have a chance to speak their mind.
On the flip side what seriously frustrates me about panels is that I have to watch a discussion take place, and despite the ability to ask questions I do not have a chance to engage in actual conversation with either panelists, or more importantly other attendees. I only attended one panel at SXSWi this year “What Guys Are Doing To Get More Girls Into Tech” (#moregirlsintech) and the frustration experienced by many attendees was evident through the hash tag stream on the giant screen. Many of us wanted to engage in discussion but had to resort to venting our frustration and disagreement through twitter.
Perhaps it’s the physical layout of the room. In the core conversation I attended “How Geeks Grabbed Philly By The Balls” (#geeksgrabbedphilly) the two core conversationalists were on the same level as the attendees, physically much closer, and encouraged to disrupt the process, whereas in the panel the panelists were on a raised platform at the front. That physical separation makes it much harder for the audience to become participants and engage with the panelists.
I’m fairly certain that this is not an issue of the conversationalists of panalists themselves. My amazing friend Alex Hillman was key to the Philly conversation and the panelists were also incredibly fascinating people, as was the modertor who did a very good job of fielding twitter queries where she could.
The panel I was on “Don’t Stop Believin’: How karaoke is going to change the world” (#dontstopbelievin) (slides) was not a conversation panel, but rather a set of 7 short and sweet presentations followed by questions and karaoke – and I think they key difference here is the presentation aspect. Let conversations be conversations and presentations be presentations, even if they have 7 people presenting. Panels muddy the water. They give you a taste of a conversation you can not be part of, and that frustrates me.
So my request to SXSWi 2011 is that they significantly ramp up the number core conversations they have by switching out some of the panels. There is no reason conversations can’t be guided and focused by a group of key conversationalists, nor is there any reasons presentations can’t be presented by several presenters. This is an interactive conference after all, so let’s get interactive where we can. Turn panelists into conversationalists by bringing them down to floor level and into the discussion. Minimise the gap (physical and virtual) between them and the attendees, and overall increase engagement. Everyone will benefit from this. And you might actually encourage me out of bed and into a session or two…